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Senang cerita.aku nak update blog.tapi aku x tau nak buh tajuk entry ni

Well... Gila lama x jenguk blog. Seriusssss....busy macam rosmah...hehe

Where do i wanna to start

Yes. Lahad Datu incident n me

Sejak geng sulu ngok ngek dtg menceroboh tu

Mmg busy kemain aku ehh

Aku pon x sedar aku sgt busy smpi few of my friends yg x pernah call or whatsapp tetiba call , msg

Ask about my wellbeing

Hehe..serius..aku nih..sgt workaholic smpi lupa sekeliling...time tu hari apa pun aku dh x igt

Sbb kerja hari2 , siang malam

Yg aku igt tarikh je

Heehehe

But they touched my heart....aku sgt bertuah ada kawan2 yg caring n being real to me

Thanks guys!

Sebonarnya aku dh tau laaamaa pasal ni

Like few weeks earlier..ye la dah aku part of this organization

So info2 ni mmg ada la singgah kat tinge aku

Tapi yg best yer time aku posting sini baru la geng sulu ngek ni nak wat hal

Apekehallllll................ces

Yg best lagi...cun2 time mmg aku nk plan bercuti

Aku nak bid farewell kat laki aku yg akan ke misi pemantau antarabangsa kat mindanao tuu

D day on my leave was approved tuhhh

Hangin betul aku

Sgt hangin

Plan dah cantik , siap nak mini get away kat kl.. Flight pon dh book!

Mmg ko mmg la kirammmmm

Hahahha

Tapi boss aku punyelah sporting

Its ok doc , u can go ...since literally i m approved to go for my vacation

Tapi ntah kenapa

Tetiba i being a very good n obedient army officer

Hahaha......not reaallly myself yg rebellious iniiiiii

I felt just not right, to leave my camp , my soldiers in this time

Macam rasa melarikan diri dari medan perang gituhhhh

Hahah

I just stay put. After discussed with my hubby...n he is d same wavelength with me

Dia tu mmg...regimental kalah infantry officer...hhahaha..

Kira berkesan gak la ajaran laki aku yg ala2 sarjan mejar kat diri aku yg dogil nihhhh

Hihi

So bermula la episod busy dlm idup aku

Standby bagai

Laki aku pergi ke mindanao..hy bubbye dari KK 

Sedih? X usah ckp. After all bila dh mentally set utk get away...huhu

But i need to put a smile on my face.be strong for him. For humaira. For my soldiers

Tp kantoi gak..hehe. Bergenang gak air mata aku

Laki nak gi sana setahun tu beb!

Tp sbb ada driver sblh dlm keta..aku wat2 macho la

Hehe

Humaira plak duk panggil2 daddy...siot tul rasa 

Driver aku diam je.

Ces. I still bleh rs feeling tu smpi skang

Aku terus wat kerja

Daily routine as usual...tapi tambahan dgn standby tu mmg kitorg kerja 24 hrs

Plus dgn weapon.

Hehe.aku suka

Siap berkubu

Tido pon x bleh kat rumah

Tapi aku balik gak la nak mandi

Tapi mandi dlm gelap

Hahaha..sbb umah aku dekatttt ngn kubu

Humaira sll confuse bila kena mandi dlm gelappp

Pastu meeting di tgh malam tetiba itu jd normal

Hp berbunyi je n ada je msg

Maybe coz i m d most senior doc yg ada

Walawrhhhhh

Hahhaa

Mmg penat. 

Gila x penat camni

Tapi aku still sane sbb ada humaira

Serius..wpon penat...tp sbb jarang jumpa dia...aku rs she is my source of my strength

Bila jd camni..aku spend every minute left with her

Tgk dia teran berak pon aku leh mengalir air mata..sbb she was here for me

I hate war. X leh bygkan bila terpisah ngn anak sbb war. Cant imagine that

Mlm2 dok pikir pasal dia je. Kalu aku mati camne la aku nk buat..tu je dlm otak aku

Nyaris aku nk hntr dia blk kg. tp laki aku ckp , i wont survive. Yes. He is absolutely right!

Mcmana la perasaan mak kat tmpt perang yg kena hantar anak jauh dari warzone. Aku mula memahami.

Ecehhhhh

But i learned alot. A LOT.

Life become simple when we know d ajal in front of our face.

From this incident. Thanks Allah for put me in this mess so i can be thankful of all ur blessings

Tata.. Nak pi mandi..hehe